I stayed in an AirBnb over the weekend. It’s the first time I have been alone in a month. Tomorrow I will sign a lease! Hey L.A. hey! I walked around North Hollywood today and yesterday. I prayed with a few friends. I prayed for a few strangers. I read scripture. I listened to sermons. I went to a church. It was snoozeville! God is not boring in case anyone didn’t know.
In the Bible David fasted and prayed for a child that God told him was going to die. When the child did die, David washed his face and ate. He moved on. My mind dwells on that. So simple.
I am going to spend the night with Brandy and Babyface. Snot and tears. Tomorrow I will wash my face. Goodbye. Goodbye. Goodbye. Another layer shed. Its time to let him go. All of him. Goodbye. I am ready. I was told, “You can’t run from your problems.” I can’t run from them all but I think I managed to escape a few.